change...again

back to work on monday after 2 whole months of slacking and overeatinggg. very enjoy HEHE! actually, got the job almost a month ago, but then i guess mbs kinda took like "forever" to conduct background checks on me me meee! okay lahhh partly my fault also cos i kept forgetting to submit this and that to them! quite ma fan lorrr. and i hope i like the job cos gonna be stuck there for quite awhile...only downside i see so far are that i'll be put on 24hr rotating shift, and that i'll be getting pay cut during my initial 3 months of traininggg:(( BUTTT...wo rennn!

no idea if i should feel excited or not HAHA...actually, i am lahhh heeheee. but at the same time feel apprehensive! cos like quite intimidating cos the whole place seems so HUGEee!

okay shall just enjoy my last 3-4 days of freeeeedoms...!!

just back from sakae buffet. no idea why i was craving for sushi for past few days. but super regrettt and guilty lor! cos i swear i almost pukedd when i left the place! major overstuffed self! miserable man! i hate sushi now!!

MUST must MUST MUST MUSTTT JIAN FEI!!!

Nothing ever stays the same

At first it really felt like nothing, but I guess we tend to take things for granted. The reminiscence is beginning to kick in...

Baby got his 'smallie' on 22nd April, so technically speaking it has been close to 3 months since we've neglected Focus. It's always parking there, within sight but no longer paid any attention to.

Then today, we finally signed the contract with a buyer. It was there and then that I realised Focus is not just a car; it is my first car (though not paid by me), it is a car which holds a good 4 years' worth of memories for Baby and I. It was pretty much involved in our lives. For one, it took us all the way up to Penang.

But I guess in life, we got to learn how to let go and move on; like how it's sometimes wiser to shut off certain negativities people can bombard you with just to deliberately make your life more miserable...

The cars.

Goodbye Focus...it's moving to Seng Kang:(


Very very much enjoying C1. It's a great car! baby is mad car-savvy. :)


Togetherness! (Lol, baby always laughs at this word.)



More random updates on self: Resigned and jobless all over again (but no regrets!). Free-er and overeating all over again (fattt!). Meeting baby Ryan tmr to celebrate his birthday which is on 9th July (yayness!). Signed up for a Facebook account yet again and I still think Facebook is stupid (maybe it's just not for me...). Long reached a stage whereby I feel I can't be bothered to justify anything to anyone simply becos I'm not accountable to anyone (I take charge of my own life yeahhh(: ).

Truly an Inspiration

A must-read.

http://nattietan.wordpress.com/about/

Random Love :)

TADAHHH!


LOL! Strong hor! Baby is mad strong for his build! I'm not that light anymore okay...am a much MUCH heavier girl now! These days, nobody tells me I'm very thin anymore:( Don't know if I should feel sad or not...haiii...cos thinner looks younger, fatter looks older...and mummymong says I look older now leh:(((! But I really love my food these days...eat and eat and binge...yummy yum yums!

Plus plus! My baby very useful! Few days back, he dyed my hair for me! Threw in a head massage too! Lol! Feel so major loveeeees...HEHE!


From an uneven 2 tone colour (top) to an even dark chocolate (bottom)...no longer an eyesore hair! BIG loveee & huggg you B! :D and yes I have short hair now. Blame it on the weather!


Lastly, random photos of the babies! One belonging to me, the other to Laiyi. LOL.


Next time show you guys videos of baby ryan, that lil rascal! Tata for now!

Simple yet profound

Baby says, "Life is a journey, not a race."

:)

Though cliche, it certainly intrigues hearing from someone as realistic as him. He never fails to inspire me with such simple words, of which behind lies powerful meanings and wise messages, at least to me. After all, nobody will ever understand our 'bedroom talk' (by '', I don't mean literally in that sense here!).

Such tremendous comfort, only with you I find, disregarding all negativity around.

希望我们那未来不是梦


+++ I've always believed a man would run his RS like how he drives his car, i.e., men who drive safe = most likely partners who will give you a greater sense of security. Of cos, I may not be 100% right.



p.s. Baby got his so cute baby yesterday! At a good deal, of cos, knowing him. Now my car seems pretty redundant. Ha! Anyone knows anyone who might be interested to buy? Heee.

Like it's my 21st :)

Ha! My brother is officially 21!




The buffet yesterday; superbly gratifying yet crazy stuffed! -



2 down, 1 more to go ;)

Bro's 21st Birthday

Bro's actual 21st birthday is on Tuesday, 6 April. He's gonna give my fam + B a buffet treat that evening. :)

His birthday celebration was held yesterday, with relatives + his buddies, at the Costa Sands Chalet at Downtown East. Simple affair. He wanted to keep it small. BBQ was the main course, but the weather seriously wasn't on our side. We were literally BBQ-ing with umbrellas over our heads and the food the entire time. I was mad drenched. Drenched to the point I was highly irritable, tired + headache, that I forgot about (1) the planned sabo on bro + (2) that one game I had in mind + (3) reminding bro to make his birthday speech + (4) taking full-charge of his guest book + (5) not gorging myself! Am overeating everyday, am expanding, am fattt. Sucks!

Having headache now still. Stood in the rain for like... 2 hours straight? Shrugs. Luckily, we had the filipino maids to help us out. They're experts at BBQ-ing. B and I wouldn't be able to manage everything on our own. and thanks B for helping out from start to end like it's your own, as always. Love you max! :)

Though the rain dampened bro's spirit a little (everyone's movements were restricted to within the room), I'm glad he wasn't all that disappointed becos afterall, the people that matter to him gathered together for one sole purpose - to celebrate the start of his adulthood - which is actually heartwarming and meaningful enough, really. That's what he wanted anyway - to have a little something to reminisce about his big 21st in future. + his buds stayed overnight with him.

Here's the link to the photos + videos taken that day:
Bak Chun's 21st Birthday
(see left for 2 sub-albums; Jodi camera & Papalai camera)

Was busy BBQ-ing thus not many pictures since I wasn't the camera person. Am crazy out of shape in every way! and so grouchy! So shy to be caught on cam like that...lol! Whatever la... I just wish I could have done more for bro.......

Oh ya and the day before, we celebrated Papalai's 55th too! That, will probably blog another time. :)

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& much LOVE :)